The deep well and wide wall within my heart signifies the deepest experiences of intimacy in both deepest love and greatest pain. This morning I am challenging the idea of love at first sight, soul partners or twin flames. What is it within another person that we are so eager to embrace? For me, I had a moment of healing this morning realizing there was a deep stream of pain behind the deep well and wide walls of my heart. I identified in anothers pain, loss, grief, betrayal, insecurities and traumas of the past which became like a magnet to me. It was not seen in the physical but felt in the crevices of my soul. The things that made me say, "I got you" and "You're my person" which led to a pouring out of unconditional love, compassion and deep desire to understand and be understood. By understanding and digging deep would only bring about healing.
Be careful in who you choose to be vulnerable with. Sometimes the very thing you are drawn to and makes you feel like home may be the very comfort of your own disfunction and pain being revealed in another. Why else do we feel so comfortable? We know the feeling, and it feels familiar.
Seek healing and understanding before engaging in a relationship that has the possibility of digging a deeper well and creating a wider wall. Today, the ancient dust covered seal has come off the well of my heart. Pristine water that glistens under the sun is now meant to refresh others.
"I have never uttered these words but can no longer hold them in. By hoarding them I have performed a massive disservice to the world." ~Michael V Ivanov
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